What was I doing the night the sox took it all???...
Well, let me first state that i always thought the day the sox won the series would be one of the best days of my life. I figured i'd cry with joy and be surrounded by my bestest buddies having a few victory beers. But this wasn't the case at all.
For you see I have spent the first 20 years of my life living in new england always close by to the sox and the frenzy that surrounded them. However, this past fall I moved out here to North Dakota to go to college. As the sox surged in late august and early september i knew it would be hard for me to watch them make their run with no one around here to celebrate with.(people out here would much rather talk about hunting or hockey-- for petes sake). And as the red sox marched on through the alds and alcs i had an joyous yet emptyfeeling
Of course i kept in touch with my parents but it just wasn't the same. Being so far away from home I just had to do something to reconnect with the MY SOX. So after the sox clinched the AL pennant i got a crazy idea and decided to buy a round trip airfare from minneapolis to St. Louis(non-refundable) and a standing room ticket to game 5 of the world series. Being on a college budget i couldn't really afford this, but i mean how often will i get a chance to see the sox take the series in my lifetime. And naturally i thought to myself there was going to be a 5th game. what were the chances there would be a sweep??
So the sox took games 1 + 2 at fenway and of course i was in total excitement, until it dawned on me..... The Red Sox are going to have to lose a game for me to see game 5!! What do i do?? - Do i dare wish the sox lose? - I was in a moral dilema. The Sox won game 3.
Wednesday, October 27th 2004 was a beutiful day here in Grand Forks. It was a cool crisp autumn day with a high bright blue sky- you know the kind i'm talking about. However, i felt miserable because you see, I knew that either the sox would win the world series that night or i would get a chance to see them win it in person tomorrow night at busch stadium.
Watching game 4 was a bitter sweet moment. Sure i was happy the sox won. But i wish i was home to enjoy the moment and I really wish i was there to see it happen in person. I'm sure there must have been many other people sox fans in similar situations.
I think deep down inside i was hoping the team would lose that night. I mean what would you want if you were in my situation? I know it sounds just awful.
So instead of enjoying the moment with a bunch of frenzied sox fans i watched the sox win it in my dorm room all alone, no beer.
Yup - October 27th 2004 wasn't the best day of my life, just really ok
I honestly believe that if the sox ever win it back again while i'm back home, that that championship I will enjoy it so much more.
- that doesn't make me any less of a fan does it?