QUOTE(BigSlick @ Dec 12 2007, 06:44 PM)

SSA, Please don't even think it. If Ortiz is on steroids I may never watch baseball again.
Maybe it's because I'm, you know, old but it's not going to bother me either way at this point. Do I wish steroids and HGH had never found their way into the game I have loved since childhood? Absolutely. Would I prefer to not have this Mitchell Report hanging over our collective heads? Most definitely.
And yet, one would have to be blind not to realize at this point that use of PE substances was rampant in all sports, even baseball. It was the reality of MLB for much of the 90's and the first half of this decade. Those who run the sport knew it and yet, they did nothing to stop it. Why? To understand the rationale, one only needs to travel back to the years just prior to the McGwire/Sosa Homerun battle.
Do you remember the condition MLB found itself in at that point?
Some were saying that the sport was dying a slow death. The Economics of MLB were bleak. The NFL had replaced it as America's favorite sport. Labor struggles, actually it's more accurate to call them Labor Wars, had decimated the sport's public image. It had become an industry in which Management spent much of it's time telling it's customer base how overpriced it's product, the players, were.
Baseball needed a jolt and, sadly, it was a chemically induced jolt that thrust the sport back into the headlines and to relevance. As McGwire and Sosa traded moonshots throughout the 1998 season, America took note. Longtime fans who had turned their backs on MLB as a result of the 1994 strike found themselves being pulled back in. Younger fans who dismissed the sport as boring, found excitement in the longball. By the end of that season, baseball was well on the way to recovery.
So, even if, (and it really is not an "if," is it?) the owners suspected steroid use as they watched players expand to grotesque proportions, to address it may very well have lead to a precipitous reversal in the sport's newly gained positive public image. Instead, they looked the other way as a survival mechanism.
The players saw that those who were using PEDs were getting the press' attention and, more significantly, monster contracts. They were also recovering more quickly from fatigue or injury. Also, let's not forget, MLB had not outlawed the use of such substances. Can you honestly blame those who made the choice to use? If you could get yourself a contract beyond your wildest dreams in your career field by taking a particular substance, can you say with absolute certainty that you would not do it? What if you believed that failure to take the substance in question would cause you to lose your job to someone who was? Would you dismiss the possibility of using?
I will be saddened if certain athletes are on the list but I've learned a long time ago that no matter an athlete's public persona, we don't really know them. Our perceptions of our favorite, and not-so-favorite athletes are most likely far from accurate. I appreciate the skill and the passion of my favorite ball players. That is real and tangible. I don't presume to know who they are or even whether I would like them if I were to meet them in real life.
Baseball has always had a dark underside. Whether it be the Black Sox scandal, the use of speed or alcohol abuse. There have been great players who were racists and wife abusers. Pitchers and catchers cut baseballs to enhance the a pitcher's movement. Some used foreign substances on the ball. Hitters corked bats. On and on and on.
Nothing in that Mitchell Report would cause me to stop watching the greatest sport ever invented. I love baseball because it is unique. I have loved it since I was old enough to remember. I won't let imperfect human beings dull the enjoyment I get from following the Red Sox each season. I won't let poor judgement rob me of all that this sport has given me.
Baseball is bigger than steroids and Human Growth Hormones just as it was bigger than a World Series bag job, a strike that caused the World Series to be cancelled and the ignorant decisions of racist owners. The sport has been wounded but it's nothing that time won't heal.
The game isn't going anywhere and neither am I.